I sometimes disappear
when i need to be found
and i am difficult to understand
when my words are
simple
I am a conundrum
of feelings, thoughts and actions
and I know this
but i cannot stop…
Until you find me understand me
simplify me
Bind me.
Save me.
Keep me.
Until then i run and speak in foreign tongue
and reject you
and your offerings of insight
Until then i fight and lash out
for hurts i cannot voice
Until then I look like i’m managing
because i hide this so well
and people do not see me but
for the talents and the mirror i show them
I sometimes disappear
when i need to be found
And i am difficult to understand
when sometimes my words are
simple.